Cro

Keeping moody all the time recently. I know the main reason is the lost in research again. I do always think that I put research as the highest priority, if it get wrong. I will feel very bad. Guess I am still a good good student:P
Thinking that I am a student then I should do good and be good. Like today in French class, I felt the sense of achievement again :P But need to change such thinking mode, really childish. Should be more balanced and find achievement in more than this.

Met ChiYi online. She always have the ability to inspire and encourage me.
Although once in a while's communication, but it always influence me a lot. Read
her little blog note, it touches me a lot. I should strive for my dream and
not doubting everyday. Hope the day when I am graduating , I could say the same thing
as she.

===============昨天晚上从南京回到合肥==========

昨天回到家，静静的收拾不多的东西

享受这很可能是在这里的最后一周

和我曾一个人痛苦，辗转，欢乐，拼搏的地方告别

我来的时候

充满希望 一无所有

离开的时候，这个小小的城市，竟然给予我这么多

Like Cro's word:"Keep the velocity and accelerate" Yes, not pushing too much, but get moving
and get better.

Irene's also caught a cold and moody these days. So both become very sensitive．:(　

Another strange finding is that most of my moody come from that I'm lost and worrying for my　
future, don't know what I could do in the future. I felt much worse because of this than not having a bf .
While for Irene, most of her bad mood come from the relationship( if I 'm telling right. :P )

Decided not to spoiled myself for feeling my feeling too much. No good for anythings. Just get more spoiled.
＂无欲则刚＂All the worrying and moody are arising from "欲"　Should be hard and really concerntrate for a period. To get need to give. I need to be more efficient.

Decide to "闭关"　as Na, be strong inside.