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Now, I really agree with that great saying: "If you want to do something perfect, then you can never get it started" 总想给你写一封很长很长的信，但不是没有时间，或者没有心情，或者没有勇气，呵呵
所以， 今天终于决定写点什么. thanks for you comfort. I do feel not very nice these days, but it only takes time to recover. so I am fine.
又一年过去了，好快。 It's quite a different year! I had a totally different experience this year mostly because of I am the executive of CSSA. Feeling exhausted and tired although I will never say I feel regret to be the executive of CSSA. A brand new life. I met a lot of celebrities in Vancouver , from consulate of Chinese Embassy, the administer of British Columbia, to the famous artist, poet, host of TV andvery successful businessman, those people that I would never meet in the ivory tower. I am exposed more to new/ old students and immigrants' life... And I realized, the world outside can be so splendid and so different. So many attractions outside. You really gonna talk to different people and behave differently, which is very hard. University make me feel safe still.
Sometimes, I do have the sense of achievement when you can really direct and organized or even be a host of a whole perfomance, party or events. But I can never enjoy any events of CSSA thoughout the whole year, since as you feel so many responsibles there that you can not really relax and enjoy. Quite a lot times, I feel I don't behave myself. But what is myself? At the same time, I was moved and inspired strongly by some Chinese in Vancouver. You feel you love china so strongly sometime. We had a election for CSSA 2005, I am so happy that I will finally be done after the Gala for Spring fest2005. I can finally have a rest and concerntrate on research. And I should and could take sometime to love myself.
Maybe because of tired and don't really have somebody that I want to share with, I also don't feel like to celebrate christmas. So I decided to refuse any activities and stay at home, cleaning my room and mood. But people kept interrupting me, and say such a poor girl, you should go out and have fun. Really annoying... Why people always think that you can never enjoy if you are with yourself? I think the opposite. No snow but rain this Chirstmas, so a Wet Christmas, but hoping a white new year!
Yesterday , my current roommate, not Wu Kun, said to me, I really should be a good match of foreign boyfriend , I'm too simple for Chinese. Lost... again....
今天去了温哥华一个很有个性的小岛, 很喜欢那里的小店风格(食草堂有一天或许会在那里有分店， 所以你也一定会喜欢的 :))， 有些像上海的酒吧区， 但又更贴近自然。空气很清新，海港里停靠了许多私家的游艇和赛船。很多肥硕的海鸥飞来飞去, 对面的岸上是温哥华的市中心高楼林立。 忽然发现自己开始一点一点喜欢温哥华now.
就像你在贺卡里写的， 好希望有一天我们能够一起来到这个小岛，一起听鸟声看落日！
写得乱七八糟,将就着看吧, 希望会慢慢条理 in the future.
还是会时时想念你， 洋
On Sat, 25 Dec 2004 20:34:31 +0800 (CST) shuiqingzi@etang.com wrote:
> 知道你今天打电话祝我圣诞快乐了，那会我正在游泳呢，所以你是找不到我了。不管怎样，总的说来，这个圣诞节已经过去了。不喜欢过节。
> 听兆一说你美国被拒的事了。算了，人有时候作出一些选择，就要付出一些代价。最起码，现在来的还算早。而且很多事情，焉知福祸呢？也许现在吃这么一次亏，反倒在将来因为这次亏而获更大的益。
所以， 今天终于决定写点什么. thanks for you comfort. I do feel not very nice these days, but it only takes time to recover. so I am fine.
又一年过去了，好快。 It's quite a different year! I had a totally different experience this year mostly because of I am the executive of CSSA. Feeling exhausted and tired although I will never say I feel regret to be the executive of CSSA. A brand new life. I met a lot of celebrities in Vancouver , from consulate of Chinese Embassy, the administer of British Columbia, to the famous artist, poet, host of TV andvery successful businessman, those people that I would never meet in the ivory tower. I am exposed more to new/ old students and immigrants' life... And I realized, the world outside can be so splendid and so different. So many attractions outside. You really gonna talk to different people and behave differently, which is very hard. University make me feel safe still.
Sometimes, I do have the sense of achievement when you can really direct and organized or even be a host of a whole perfomance, party or events. But I can never enjoy any events of CSSA thoughout the whole year, since as you feel so many responsibles there that you can not really relax and enjoy. Quite a lot times, I feel I don't behave myself. But what is myself? At the same time, I was moved and inspired strongly by some Chinese in Vancouver. You feel you love china so strongly sometime. We had a election for CSSA 2005, I am so happy that I will finally be done after the Gala for Spring fest2005. I can finally have a rest and concerntrate on research. And I should and could take sometime to love myself.
Maybe because of tired and don't really have somebody that I want to share with, I also don't feel like to celebrate christmas. So I decided to refuse any activities and stay at home, cleaning my room and mood. But people kept interrupting me, and say such a poor girl, you should go out and have fun. Really annoying... Why people always think that you can never enjoy if you are with yourself? I think the opposite. No snow but rain this Chirstmas, so a Wet Christmas, but hoping a white new year!
Yesterday , my current roommate, not Wu Kun, said to me, I really should be a good match of foreign boyfriend , I'm too simple for Chinese. Lost... again....
今天去了温哥华一个很有个性的小岛, 很喜欢那里的小店风格(食草堂有一天或许会在那里有分店， 所以你也一定会喜欢的 :))， 有些像上海的酒吧区， 但又更贴近自然。空气很清新，海港里停靠了许多私家的游艇和赛船。很多肥硕的海鸥飞来飞去, 对面的岸上是温哥华的市中心高楼林立。 忽然发现自己开始一点一点喜欢温哥华now.
就像你在贺卡里写的， 好希望有一天我们能够一起来到这个小岛，一起听鸟声看落日！
写得乱七八糟,将就着看吧, 希望会慢慢条理 in the future.
还是会时时想念你， 洋
On Sat, 25 Dec 2004 20:34:31 +0800 (CST) shuiqingzi@etang.com wrote:
> 知道你今天打电话祝我圣诞快乐了，那会我正在游泳呢，所以你是找不到我了。不管怎样，总的说来，这个圣诞节已经过去了。不喜欢过节。
> 听兆一说你美国被拒的事了。算了，人有时候作出一些选择，就要付出一些代价。最起码，现在来的还算早。而且很多事情，焉知福祸呢？也许现在吃这么一次亏，反倒在将来因为这次亏而获更大的益。
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